Tuesday, February 4, 2014

of feelings

Pain strikes anytime, anywhere. This is something that you cannot escape. But what makes it even more terrorizing? I think it's when...

> the person you have been holding on to breaks your heart
> that someone who thought was different from the rest, turns out to be just the same, and even worse. (
> you are caught in between holding on and letting go
> you don't know how to pick up the pieces and start all over again
>the going gets tough, you are uncertain if you will have the needed support to pick yourself up
> you don't know what tomorrow has in store for you
>  the same things happen again and again and it gets tiring
> you want to give people a chance, but you are now tired, doubtful, and afraid
>  the person you trust keeps on hurting you and does not seem to internalize the true meaning of "sorry."
> you hold yourself the culprit for all the terrible circumstances and you don't know how others will think of you
>you want to put a stop to the hurt and all the vagueness, but you don't know how
>  you fear that hope might be too far away
> And after a series of heartbreaks and rejection, will still there be that someone who will love you and prove that you are all worth it?

Maybe all these will be answered in time, and wounds will be healed. The doubts will be gone. All will just become a memory. 

But for the time being, you feel the pain. And as you feel it, you have that glimmer of hope, that soon, it will just fade away and disappear.


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