When I started
attending the Feast Makati Legaspi 2 years ago, I had at least 2-3 close
friends consistently attending with me. Even if it was just a small group, I
was happy to feel that I found a home, where my heart truly belongs. We would
even go hopping from one Feast to another, from PICC, and sometimes to BGC.
Then, we started to join Caring Groups too (now called Light Group), and we get
to know other attendees in this Catholic Community.
But it was not
an easy climb where I effortlessly found myself uphill. Slowly, maybe because
of the difference in locations and other priorities, I found myself attending
the Feast alone. I would see my former CG mates, but then again, most of the
time, it would be me, myself and I. It was a struggle, but I knew that the
Feast keeps my life sane, it is my refuge and solace; thus, I had to go on.
What inspired me back then was when I heard from our Builder that “those empty
chair/s beside you will be filled with friends.” I envision that one day, I
will have more Feast Buddies and friends at the Feast. And yes, even if it took
some time, I did.
Bro. Randy was
right in saying that you may start attending the Feast alone in your first few
months at the Feast, but in two years’ time, at least, there should or will be
people who will constantly keep you in company. Now, I had no longer empty
chairs beside me, for they are filled with friends who will even walk with me
till the UV Express Terminal. Thank you for the Feasters I met in the CGs I
have been part of, and for the ministries where I volunteered; I have found
another Family, my Family in God.
Had I given up a
few years back and had I been overcame with doubt, I would not have met these
amazing and inspiring friends I have right now. I felt good when a former CG
mate complimented that even if my former Feast Buddies are no longer attending
the Feast Makati anymore, here I am, still consistent in my attendance and even
in service. Indeed, God will never leave you where you are. He will help you
pick up the pieces. Thank you God for prodding and pushing me to simply attend
and listen to the talks, even if there were times before that I have to laugh,
sing, cry, and pray on my own. You have blessed me with not just one person who
will keep me in constant company, but even more than what I asked for.
Maybe right now,
you feel so empty and alone. If you are attending the Feast, too, don’t give
up. The Feast is your family, too. There are a lot of people here who are more
than willing to accompany, pray for, and listen to you. With an open heart,
smile and also reach out. For in this “happiest place on earth,” no one is ever
alone. J
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